Pasttens

Date 17th June
One by one day is going well I want to say is day is well from inside my heart because I know past days how I spend and is present days is I want to say well , but always be one dream in my that o god I don’t know is my crazy activity or what I don’t know but me always fallow that way witch one I want to go , maybe all things I didn’t get in my life I am already loss something witch one I need always but if I think always like that I can’t do anything in my future so I am forget that I am loss something or but I want to again make it my life beautiful hey god if u want to gave me something in my please gave me how long u take a time for wait ? I am make my life is some like that if I wake in human crawl they sad me he is a sijan he is Dil hey god I will pray with u from my heat please gave me that day please I am always want to u only that I have only one aim in my life I know my born place and I know my grow place but I am why u want to me always be same as position ? always same but only why for me u I am waiting from 24 years ago to now but nothing maybe u don’t want to urs son to do something, if u have love me also please do something for me I don’t want to say u only u do that and I am sleep my bed I will ready to do but u always me back always why? Why? Why? Why? Hey god if u with me I have so many question with u but u very far from me but I am always be with u and when I am try to want some thing I am crying and u gave me I hope is my dream is also one day u gave me I hope 100% with u god I hope if I don’t have hope I can’t anything so I have in my soul hope , but please u also show me the way please show me the way .